What is it Like, Not to Hurt?
Blog post by Veteran, in chronic under-treated pain, struggling to stay alive. Excerpt: “I can remember no time without pain. To be more clear, I can remember doing so many things that I loved – I have an excellent memory: I can remember smells, sounds, tastes; I even have a kinetic memory – I can remember the feel of standing in the ocean waist deep, being floated slightly, and moved gently back and forth by the water, feel the warmth of the Gulf Coast water, almost blood-warm near the shore in places, but there is no memory in my mind …
25 Dec 2007 |


